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Should we remove the name of redacted?
First email sent in to PWL:
|“||I am not a pornographic whore or a hooker and I want my name removed from this list. I got tested with AIM 5 years ago purely for my own knowledge as I was entering a serious relationship. My boyfriend got tested with his doctor at the same time. I did not want to abuse the planned parenthood system anymore as I had done in the past, getting my tests done for free so I went to AIM and paid good money for the tests. I want my name cleared it is not fair that potential employers are going to see this as the third link popping up for my name. I HAVE NEVER DONE PORN OR BEEN A HOOKER. Please don't shame me for having been tested with AIM. There is no one else in this state with my last name. I have a good relationship with my family I am not hiding anything from them.||”|
She then decided to post anonymously on PWL Forums:
|“|| OK well I should have known better than to write in. I didn't know you were making a habit of "fleshing out" people's profiles when they write in begging you to take it off. I wanted to go into redacted and use my last name because my dad has made a name for himself doing redacted and being a redacted.
I am sorry for being a whore and I have never gone back to it. I started dancing and I was a clean dancer. I am currently in treatment for depression because of the evils I experienced in the porn world. It haunts me everyday and because of the internet now it will never go away and I can never move on. YOU ARE DOOMING ME and fucking up my life FOR NO GOOD REASON because I already stopped doing that stuff a long time ago!!!
If you really want to bring someone down why not flesh out Michael Maclane/Jason Dakenbring who filmed the lil laura/lil lara scenes where they fed me speed everyday so I would be 90 lbs and made me get braces, talk like a 12 year old, then raped me on camera and never paid me a fair wage and published all the footage WITHOUT MY RELEASE
Another successive post under an anonymous account where Kennedy goes on to explain her foray into the industry:
|“|| Please Listen. My parents divorced when I was 8 and neither one paid us much attention after that. I acted out and got on drugs and then joined the military to get myself clean. They knew what I had done but didn't even care because I still got good grades. I really should have received treatment then but anyway...I left the military too and since I was 18 my parents figured they could probably just stop paying attention completely. I was living in S.F. strapped with loans, waittressing and going to school for Dance of all things when a friend suggested that I do this pro-feminine modeling thing like suicide girls. I got $100 and told all my grafitti writer, bike messenger friends I was going to be naked on the internet! It was very artistic and tasteful with flowers covering me most of the time. Then it was not just pictures but a solo masturbation video for a nerd-girl glasses fetish website. Then it was ACTUAL sex with a girl and I rationalized that since I had been sortof bisexual with girls everytime I got drunk that it would be fun and doing porn was "for me" like for my own exhibitionism.
Its just spiraled out of control and next thing I knew I was in L.A. and signing a contract for the little laura people. I was able to make it away from them an their craziness but I was never able to shake the worthlessness I felt if I didn't perform well. The director made me feel like all I could ever offer the world was a quick wank when I had previously been an A student in everything, talented musically and with a scientific mind.
So then the last 4 years I stripped and maybe shot a handful of scenes, I have had normal relationships and my ups and downs with alcohol and drugs, studied in a couple different programs but still have not found a way to move on. Thank you, kind people, for making it glaringly obvious that I will never be able to move one.
WHAT may ask, is the point of having this up? If it's to provoke salvation then consider this: If there is a god or jesus that can forgive you, and wipe away your sins, then why PRAY TELL would I have to actually change my legal name to escape this labeling? I don't understand that part.